It's so hard... But still not losing..

I'm putting a lot of effort but still didn't work.. all my shame came out of me but still I failed.. How much effort will i bear in order to make this a success?? It sounds easy but in reality.. It's a long way to run... But I hope that things will get on my way sooner or later.. and hoping to succeed on what I was planning for... God bless for me.. ^_^